Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts

Monday, July 25, 2011

The meaning of dreams

Every night for a while now, I have been dreaming that I'm being chased. That I dream about it every night have to mean something, I belive in those kinds of stuff. So I called my mother, because we talk about everything and she belives in that stuff too. And we come up with that when you dream something over and over again, something that you think have a meaning, you should look within yourself, and maybe talk about it with someone. Because when I talked about it with my mother, we came up with a few ideas, and after talking for a while, I felt that we came up with an answer. I belive that me being chased in my dreams means that I gotta let go of my past and the "old me" and I gotta start fresh. That's actually exactly what I need! I really think that's why I always dream about being chased, because when I think about it, that's exactly what I wanna do! So we'll see if the scary dreams of being chased disappear. ^-^


Peace and Love - JP 

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Fun time

I had a really good time yesterday at my aunts husbands birthday party! :D First he opened our presents and put on one of the shirts we bought for him. After that we ate bbq and after that a really tasty strawberry cake, it was so good! We just talked and laughed for a while and then we played "kubb", that's the name in Swedish, I don't know what it's called in English, but it's this:


Do you also have it in your country? I ask because I'm not sure if it's just a Swedish thing. :$
After we've played a little, Yuki and I had to go because we had to go home, and we also had much fun on the way home!
I'll put up pictures from yesterday when Yuki sends them to me. :)

Peace and Love - JP 

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Working in the sun

It's beautiful weather in Stockholm today, and Yuki(Kiki) and I found the best place ever to sit on! On a stair at Kungsbron with a tree that gives us shadow. Kiki brought her internet so we could sit on youtube, facebook and update our blogs a little. :) I have an internet, but I left it at a friends house the last time I was there, and that sucks. :(

I have been worried to get the ehec-infection that is pretty bad in Germany and other europe countries right now, and I get easily scared to get diseases. :$ But I'm sure I wont get one, but I'm still a little scared. :O
We have recored a video and took some pictures both from today and yesterday at work, when we were at Liljeholmsbron and counted bikes and went on some adventures. She's gonna send them over to me later, and I'll upload them here for you to watch. :) Have a super nice day/night, depending on where in the world you live! ^^

This is so funny, with KevJumba! Kiki!


Peace and Love - JP 

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Happy birthday TaeYang!


Today is TaeYang's birthday everybody! He's turning 23, so I hope you all send a little happy brithday thought to him today, and wishing he will have a really awesome birthday. :) He is so awesome, and I hope he lives a full and happy life! ^^

















Peace and Love - JP 

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Humans and monkeys

I've been watching a movie on tv that's called Human Ape. That program was so cool!
It was about how much alike humans and monkeys are. Chimpanzees and humans DNA is incredible alike; around 98 %! You have to admit that it's really cool? They did many tests to compare humans and monkeys, and it was very interesting to watch. I got a bit interested in monkeys after watching that program acually. :)


Well, last night I watched a good movie named 30 Days of Night, with wonderful Josh Hartnett. It was really good! And it's been a long time since I did a review of a movie, and I kinda miss it! Hihi, so I will do one of that movie tomorrow. :)

Peace and Love - JP <3.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Daesung in a movie

I watched a movie last night; Sammy's Adventures. And I found out that Daesung from BigBang makes the voice of Sammy in the korean version, awesome! I really have to see the korean version too, then I can try to learn some korean at the same time. :) It will be hard, but I'll give it a shot, hihi!
Watch the movie, it's really cute! :)


Pretty ^^


TRAILER

Peace and Love - JP <3.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

A horrible tragedy

Today I read about a young man, Emil Linnell that was very sick, and he called SOS Alarm and said that he think he took too many painkillers and that he couldn't breath and barely talk. He begged for help and that she would send an ambulance. But the nurse didn't belive him. She said that she could hear him breath just fine, and even mocked him. A moment after that Emil dies.
Stuff like this isn't suppose to happen at all. The nurses at SOS Alarm is suppose to send out an Ambulance if the person that is calling needs one. And not mock them.
They put up parts of the call that he made. I'm gonna translate it for my readers that don't know Swedish, because everybody should hear about this. It's not okay.

At first he calls SOS Alarm and tells them that he think he ate too many painkillers. He gives them his address and tells them he's sick, then the call ends. He calls them again.

SOS: There was some technical problems.
Emil: Okay, I need an ambulance. I keep fainting.
SOS: You ate two painkillers. Did you drink alcohol too?
Emil: No, I'm sick too. I have a fever.
SOS: Okay, you have a fever. Mm. How high is the fever?
(Panting and a thump)
SOS: Hallo? Hallo!
(Very heavy breathing)
SOS: Emil? Emil!
(Very heavy groaning and a few thumps. Slur "hallo?" somewhere in the room)
Emil: (can't hear) ambulance.
SOS: I'm sorry?
Emil: Where is my ambulance?
SOS: Do you need an ambulance?

Emil gives them his address again and tells them that he's having trouble breathing, and they put him through to a nurse.

Nurse: I don't get what you want help with because you're running around in the appartment and can breathe and talk just fine.
Emil: I can barely breath now.
Nurse: I know, I have been listening to you. You can breathe just fine.
Emil: No, I'm fainting! I'm fainting!
Nurse: Yes.
Emil: Is there an ambulance on it's way?
Nurse: No.
Emil: I need an ambulance.
Nurse: Yes, but I don't understand why you're running around in the appartment and saying...
Emil: I dropped the phone. Please, I can't breathe!
Nurse: You breathe fine now. Have you had panic attacks like this before?
Emil: No.
Nurse: No.
Emil: Please, I need an ambulance.
Nurse: Yes, but I...
Emil: I can't breathe!
Nurse: Can you take a deep breath?
Emil: No.
Nurse: But try to take a deep breath while I'm in the phone.
Emil: (panting) I can't.
Nurse: Yes, but take a deep breath now!
Emil: I can't! Help me! Please, help me!
Nurse: But you're breathing and talking fine now, I can hear you.
Emil: I have to struggle when I'm talking and breathing.
Nurse: I'm sorry?
Emil: I have to struggle when I'm talking and breathing. Please.
Nurse: But I can hear that you're not having any trouble breathing. I don't understand, is there something else? Are you in pain?
Emil: Yes, my whole body hurts.
Nurse: Have you done something the last couple of days?
Emil: I have been sick all week.
Nurse: Sick how?
Emil: Now my whole body is numb. Oh!
Nurse: Have you had a cold?
Emil: Yes, and now I can't breathe.
Nurse: But you're talking just fine, and I can't hear that you're having any trouble breathing?
Emil: I'm calling you because I can't breathe. Now I can't breathe at all.
Nurse: But your breathing is fine. I can't hear you're doing anything else but breathing.
Emil: Help!
Nurse: Just fine.
Emil: Please! Send an ambulance!
Nurse: Yes, but I can't tell that we need to send an ambulance because I can hear you breathing and that you're walking around.
Emil: I lie on the floor.
Nurse: You lie on the floor?
Emil: Yes.
Nurse: Mm.
Emil: Now it's... I don't now how much longer.
Nurse: Okay, but how are we going to get inside?
Emil: I have opened the door.
Nurse: You lay on the floor and now you're telling me that you have opened the door? Then you can walk.
Emil: Help, I'm panicking.
Nurse: Yes, I understand that. Have you had panicattacks like this before?
Emil: No.
Nurse: No. If you lie on the floor now, can you try... Are you on your back or on the side?
Emil: My back.
Nurse: Your back? Try to sit up, while I'm in the phone.
Emil: I can't.
Nurse: Sit up now!
Emil: I keep falling.
Nurse: No. Sit up now! You can hold the toilet, or the sink, or whatever is around you. Sit up now!
Emil: I can't breathe. Oh.
Nurse: Yes, but your breathing is just fine. I promise.
(wierd sounds and a thump)

Again you can hear Emil beg for an ambulance, without any response from the nurse at SOS Alarm.

Emil Linnell was only 23 years old when his spleen burst and he died. Because of an irresponsible nurse that didn't take him seriously. It's horrible... :( 
There is facebook-groups that is dedicated to Emil. It would be amazing if you guys that have facebook could join the groups, even if you don't live in Sweden or know the language. Because stuff like this can't happen again!


Please join the groups and support his family and friends, and help us to fight against irresponsible doctors and nurses that doesn't take their patients seriously. And please tell your friends and family and others about this so that more people can join.
My father told me that a guy at his work has a son, and Emil was a friend of the son. And apparently my sister knew who he was too. :(

Rest in Peace Emil Linnell. <3

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Beautiful TaeYang


I just have to talk about him today. He is amazing, and I just can't stop listening to his music and watching his videos. And I just felt that I had to give him some cred on my blog today. :) He really deserve it!
He is a beautiful man. Not just his looks, but his voice and him as a person too. I get speechless when I see his smile and when I hear his voice, he always gives me chills. To know him and to see him every day should be awesome, and I hope those who know him realize that! :) What more can I say, he is beautiful... :$ I really wish that I could meet him someday, that would make me so happy! It's just something about him... There's alot of nice boys out there, but no one has made such a big impression on me like TaeYang, he really is amazing, and I hope he knows that. :) <3











Peace and Love - JP <3.

Monday, April 11, 2011

What do U think?

Hope everybody's having a great time! :)
I have been thinking about something interesting that I could write about, and I thought that maybe my readers have some ideas? :) Here is a list of what I usually write about:

  • Movies
  • Music
  • Funny or interesting videos
  • Hot boys (mostly asians)
  • My life

And here are some stuff that I've been writing about before, but not anymore:

  • Food
  • Books
  • My dreams
  • My thoughts about Love

I love to try new things, and I am open for everything. I am not afraid of speaking my mind and to say my opinions. But I refuse to be mean to someone that doesn't deserve it! :O So I would only be happy of whatever you guys come up with. If you don't want to leave a comment, you can e-mail me at awezomejozefin@hotmail.com! :)




Peace and Love - JP <3.

Who is this hot asian dude?!

I watched a video on youtube a while ago, it included pictures of hot asian guys. And I took a printscreen on one of them so that I would remember him because I was in a hurry, but I was stupid enough to not write the name... :$ Hihi, so PLEASE, if you know who this is, or if you know someone who might know who this is, I would be really happy and thankful if you could tell me! :D


Peace and Love - JP <3.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

What the f...?!

I just saw this video, and at first I didn't know if it was a joke or if it was real. But after watching it for a while it seems real! It's a girl with a dislocated jaw, from yawning! Haha, poor little girl, but it was a little funny too. :)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Blueberrys and Bananas?!

Haha, this is a half serious, half joking video. But I think it's fun to discuss random stuff, and that everybody has the right to have an opinion! :)